A dream came true.

I want to concentrate blogging NOW but my leg is cramping!!!!! Arigatou to this Lit' King inside my tummy. Anyway, am I 6 months pregnant now? I am really confused! Stupid iPhone applications got me all confused and I always and always forgot to ask my gynae about this. My EDD is 21 February 2011 by the way! I am so mad excited LAHHH! Lit' King of mine, your hot sexy mommy here is so desperate to hug you and kiss you! You must be out of my pussy, all fine, well and healthy okay! Be good! Your daddy and I are so gonna give you the best of everything!!! EVERYONE SOOOO GONNA LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!

Call me Mrs He TW!

Awwwwwwwwww, gonna bid good bye to SINGLE, IN A RELATIONSHIP and say hello to MARRIED! I'm so fucking bored in the villa now. Nothing for me to do at all! I had dipped in the pool till i'm so sick of it already. The most sickening one's that stupid man who's going to be my husband from now on kept sleeping his time away. Fuck it! So wanna slap him up!

Another 7 hours more to go and i gonna mark my lifetime promise in a piece of life-threatening paper. Sounds scary.. Can i back out? *shucks*

Okay, one particular comment in my FB sunk my heart. _l_ Shouldn't be getting affected by all these now.

I'm yawning away right now.. I guess i need a nap and when i open my eyes.. A fresh new life for me as Mrs He TW!

Lastly but not least, HAPPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY TO  YOU, HUBBY HTW! I promise to stand by you in this lifetime!

P = Pray.

I don't want this to be a false alarm, AGAIN.

29 more days to.. HAPPINESS?

My DNA.

Loving me ain't an easy task. You should've known it better.. You're going to be my guinea pig to the world of perfection.

Perfection doesn't exist? Who say so? I'm still seeking for it!

LEAKAGE OF K2S2. ***Help, any scientists available?

*Playing S Club 7's Best Friend*
We all need a best friend, a best friend.. (and my best friend is you; MRS LINDA TAN)

'Give in a bit lar, give in lar...' What would came to ours' mind straight upon hearing this would be a couple quarrelling and everyone were be telling them to give in to each other. Everyone are so obsessed with this 'GIVE IN' ONLY happens in a relationship where the couple have to try to give in to each other during quarrels. Yet i realised or should i say this FINALLY happened to me in the funniest way that i'm actually giving in to my FRIEND (more than a friend would be) rather than <3HTW, the one i should be giving in instead.

I can't help but wonders, ARE WE REALLY A PAIR OF 'SISTERS' as we deemed to be? I remembered we will snitch on vice versa if we didn't get to see each other for days. We were seen to be chatting almost 24/7, sharing with the wholesome happenings we get to see with ours' eyes open and even when ours' eyes are closed as we will even know what we dreamt in ours' dreams. This uncontrollably makes me think of the dream that i actually dreamt of DT 'dao sai' you for a lao chai. HA HA HA~ (thou this HA HA HA shouldn't be making its' appearance now.)

*A good friend asks you why you are crying. A best friend already has the shovel, dug the hole and is ready to bury the person who made you cry.*

I know FOR SURE you'll still be the first one i will always run to, to share my happiness with, to share my unhappiness with.

I AM ALWAYS HERE, my partner-in-crime.  ***Mai anyhow assume that you lost me, you this ba ye mei. Ai ka wa act emo sibo? You go and find a toilet bowl and duck your monkey face in it lar! Ninabuay!!! 

HTW PROPOSED!!! =DDD

Okay, i was having my car lesson and HTW came picking me up. I was seriously cold to him nowadays, didn't intend to meet him at all plus i was so motherly sick/unwell as well. We headed straight to the clinic to see a doctor and then back to my home. I headed straight for my bed upon reaching home. While resting away, i was so disturbed by HTW's constant aaa, aaa, aaa throughout and i opened my eyes and then HTW goes＂你愿意嫁给我吗？＂(will you marry me?)

Ffff, the next moment i was smiling and crying at the same time. I just wanna scream out 'OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!' as loud as i could. AWWWWWWWWWWW~~~ He gave me my a-must-have (Lee Hwa Destinee) ring and 999 roses. Those roses're seriously darn heavy and i won't be able to carry it all by myself. So mad lovely!!! =DDD Okay, i haven't agree to this proposal of his yet. I told him i'll give him my answer on Saturday.

-dilemma-

HOWWWWWWWWWW!?!!?!?!?

TWO is better than ONE.

So maybe it's true.. that i can't live without you... (i gotten prove otherwise.)

I do have luck; it’s just called BAD.

It's 3.39am and i'm feeling so blueeeeeeeeeeeee! )= Why, why, WHY!?! Today should be the official day for my RED (menses) but why it hasn’t marked its arrival? o.O I seriously loathe this emo-ness that'll fill my wholly mind and heart up with effin' unhappiness before my RED. Which girl doesn't experience this anyway? *roll my eyes harddddddddd* I tears-ed and tears-ed. I poured out and poured out yet it doesn't seems to be of any help. Hopefully i'll just feel better after blogging this while listening to songs on my BB. ***playing Fall In Love by Nick Lachey. I just love the bass boost of BB.

Oh yeah, gotten my iPhone and is so much in love with it. *shucks* I once said, 'Genius use BlackBerry. Fools use iPhone' as status on my facebook. Nah nah nah, i'm a GENIUS fool then. Rahahaha~

jaa, mata ne~

I don’t need someone who’ll just be there. I need someone who’ll be there holding me and sincerely caring for me till God takes my last breath.

Sorry if I’ve been secretive, I’m getting married soon. Please don’t tell anyone. It’ll just be simple. Don’t bother to bring any gift. Just walk down the aisle with me, will you?

011108 ♥

我爱他,
轰轰烈烈最疯狂~
我的梦,
狠狠碎过却不会忘~
曾为他相信,
明天就是未来,
情节有多坏,
都不肯醒来~
我爱他,
跌跌撞撞到绝望~
我的心,
深深伤过却不会忘~
我和他,
不再属于这个地方~
最初的天堂,
最终的荒唐~

Post-dated Vday song for my dearest (metal-teeth) kaliii~

我无法帮你预言, 委曲求全有没有用.

可是我多么不舍, 朋友爱得那么苦痛.

爱可以不问对错, 至少有喜悦感动.

如果他总为别人撑伞, 你何苦非为他等在雨中.

泡咖啡让你暖手, 想挡挡你心口里的风.

你却想上街走走, 吹吹冷风会清醒得多.

你说你不怕分手, 只有一点遗憾难过.

情人节就要来了, 剩自己一个,

其实爱对了人, 情人节每天都过.

分手快乐, 祝你快乐, 你可以找到更好的.

不想过冬, 厌倦沉重, 就飞去热带的岛屿游泳.

分手快乐, 请你快乐, 挥别错的, 才能和对的相逢.

离开旧爱, 像坐慢车, 看透撤了心就会是晴朗的.

没人能把谁的幸福没收.

你发誓你会活的有笑容.

你自信时候真的美多了~

***This song ffffing ease my complicated mood now can! ~!@#$%^&*

Soury sank-ful heart~

I miss grandpapa and grandmama. )..=

*playing: bye bye by mariah carey*

Don't love. Good bye will always come.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YQKzvOys-H4&feature=related

Smile (=

Smile though your heart is aching.

Smile even though it’s breaking.

When there are clouds in the sky, you’ll get by.

Smile through your fear and sorrow.

Smile and maybe tomorrow,

you’ll see the sun come shining through for you,

light up your face with gladness,

hide every trace of sadness,

although a tear may be ever so near.

That’s the time you must keep on trying.

Smile, what’s the use of crying?

You’ll find that life is still worthwhile,

if you just smile.


So, smile~ (=

Am counting down with <3 HTW...

to Taiwan!

In less than 6 hours and i'll be boarding. Woots~

Now watching a kan sibeiiii lame dvd by Zhou Chong Qing; Aunty Lucy with <3 HTW~ I'm feeling kinda shag, so wanna just shut my eyes off and sleep eh. Shouldn't have got out earlier. Nabuay~ I'm so gonna be sooo shag upon reaching Taiwan. I don't really like to sleep during flight. Its sucks TOTALLY; provided i be occupying four seats. Mohohoho~ Imagine myself booking four tickets instead of one. COOL!


Just left Taiwan to go and i can say i conquered visiting all the chinese countries! English countries shall be next! I must get to Chicago to visit David. You owe me Chicago bulls!!! Ahahahaha~


I guess my next blog post shall be up after i get back to SG from Taiwan.


***Sibeiiiii hoping now that the hotel i'm staying in Taiwan have internet access nah.


Tata to YOU!

TAIWAN, here i comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee FINALLY~ =D

~!@#$%^&* I BLOODY HELL GOT TOYED!!!

No, not by <3 HTW, not by guys but by my very own stomach!

I been eating and eating so non stop. Seriously non stop. Never seems to get full AT ALL! *munching on Chipmore's cookies now* thou i just met up with dearest kali for steamboat at Bugis barely an hour ago!?! I ate much much than her furthermore. WTH's happening?! Don't think otherwise. I guess the time of month's coming. Sucksss~ Food and just food kept taking up spaces in my mind. I'm trying soooooo hard to curb my crave-ness for food! *helppppppp* I don't want to get any fatter for godness sake. Ohhhhh, i saw beef, chicken breast, baked potato, mushroom, kang kong, french loaf, salmon sashimi, potato mentai (WARAKU!!!), ffff all these, stop taking up spaces in my mind! My mini walnutty mind won't be able to take it. I don't want to gain kilos man. Puh-leaseeeeeeeeeee~ I'm FAT enough thou the cab uncle who fetched me and kali to Bugis still asked me to eat more. So he do knows i'm slim and still selling hot. Yeah woooooo~ ^^ I want to slim my arms down. I loathe my muscular arms. Aww~ Help me! Yes you, help me, will you? )=


I'm seriously soooo BLESSED being with <3 HTW, never seems to be lacking of food. A big bad FATTTTT news totally!


I can't imagine that you; psychotic lunatic; LSC; sickenning-shake-legs-non-stop-tpy-freak got to save on food and always topping up your home shelves with maggie. You even tried to stop me from eating at times. Are you poor to this extent?! Well, maybe you need this money to ease your shaking legs' illness. You always seems so unbear and unwilling in parting with your cash when you're buying food. I ffffing despise you down to da earth can! God~~~ You're really a damn damn defeated man. Puh-leaseeeeee, pay a visit to a doctor soon, will you? Your non stop shaking legs' illness need to be cure! Just let me know if you can't pay me for the starhub net you're using under my name every month. Just a mere 20 bucks only. You can't even fork out a 20 bucks every month meh?! Amen.

Another day more to Taiwan *excited* and yes, i can forget about curbing my food bling. Taiwan foods're choto-ing for my mouth!!! =D

Stop growing fats on me, <3 HTW!!! I fat = you fatter. I fatter = you fattest! Mohohoho~ Look down on to your tummy aka five inches swimming float. *giggggggles*


Sibeiiiii envy kali for having sucha small appetite and getting slimmer and slimmer even after popping out chuchu from her byebye but... she's seriously going bald! Go for a nun interview nah, kaliiii~ I can hear you ranting at me now, alright, i shall shut.

Back're aching to da max, i need a rest. YAWNSSS~ =O

Mini char siew pau's eye!!! !@#$%^&*

Nabuayyy, attractive-seductive-*bling bling* left eye of mine suddenly swollen up during Ah Poh and Shu Xin's wedding at Orchard Hotel last night. This sucks BIG BIG BIG time! Ta ma dei~ *kan sibeiiiiii pek chek* But i'm still lucky thou as this eye that poped out like a mini char siew bun on my face swelled at the very last part of the wedding dinner. Shit my itchy hand for trying to adjust my contact lens throughout the dinner +  the lens was expired kinda long ago. *heh heh* Yes, there gone my beautiful-ness. *pua chickennnnnnn* Damn damn damn guilty that <3 HTW had to take his leave asap and bring me to the doctor. I'm so sorry, <3 HTW. )=




All along to me, i thought Orchard Hotel got a rating of many stars yet... Kan lok kokkkkkkk!!! *spit non stop* No differences at all compared to Carlton Hotel. Regent Hotel's still the best i ever seen so far. The food sucks, cold + superrrrrrrrrrr un-tasty. Really's WTFFFFFFFFFFF! I only ate a few pieces of prawns, half bowl of shark fin, one strand of noodle which T2 asked me to try and a few bites on mushroom and abalone. I can still freaking remembered sooo clearly what i ate at all. *pui chao nua* Oh ya, and a few mouthful of mango sago. <3 HTW was gobbling down the food like a freaking pig throughout. So wanna slap him can. Mad mad mad asshole. I almost drop my precious tears upon seeing the groom and bride walking into the room and the videos they shown on projector.




Kinda decided that i would still want/need a wedding dinner. If i can't have it, i think i gonna take my leave. A short pain's waysss better than a long pain. I don't want to make myself feeling so damn terrible each time i attend a wedding in the future. Yes, we did agreed on a house first rather than a wedding dinner but i really can't imagine myself getting into a marriage without a wedding dinner. I can't possibly be envying all girls with a wedding dinner. I only want people to envy me! <3 HTW, i'm sorry. My voicing out here's just hoping you'll pass by here and read this. My mouth can't seems to speak out and tell you about this self-decision of mine. I'm not in a least confidence at all in you giving me a wedding dinner again. Aftermath, we almost have a wedding dinner coming ours' way. Just that things didn't work out at the very last *raise white flag* Aww, i shall make a fullstop on this topic if not my tears gonna drop out soon and with a head turn of yours, you might see me weeping away.



 Straight after the dinner ended, we rushed to a clinic at Bedok as recommened by his friend. YSL clinic sial. Ahahahaha~ I asked for an injection as this's the only way to cool down the swelling as fast as possible. I don't want to go to Taiwan with this freaking swollen eye! Wa maiiiiiiiiiiiii!!! Doctor provide eye drops and medicines as well. Headed back to <3 HTW's there and we slept in kinda early. I always pray that i won't get up with bed bugs' bites thou we gotten a new mattress already. Bed bugs're a damn irritants!!! *slash all offfffffffffffff*




<3HTW wanna get to Night Safari later on. I'm seriously pondering whether wanna go not. I haven't been there yet! Gosh~ My eye still ain't recovered fully yet and i don't really wish to get out with glasses on. Supposed to meet up with kali and chuchu (kali = linda, chuchu = linda's daughter; chloe) today as promised but sorry lar, slutty kali, this lovely eye of mine swelled up so out of sudden. I seriously got a freaking scare last night. Ffffing lao pui!!! I miss chuchu soooo much!!! Chuchu, lai lai, give momma a kiss kiss soon, alright? *mua mua*



Woah, yummy nuggets <3 HTW had deep fried're here. I'm sooooooo hungry~


Tata, people~




I MISS CHUCHU !!!!!!
Give her to me lei, kali~ I give you my sibeiiiiiii *lublub* $1 coin. You should know how much my $1 coin means to me...

Mon tout premier~

Tra la la la la~ Mon tout premier (my very first)'s blog post!

I'm seriously darn lagged out, i know! Plus when i saw my this giving-out-a-kan-sibeiiiiiiiiiiiiiii-rotting-stench's blog dated 'on blogger since July 2008', i really wish i could be a tortoise and eee-orh-eee back into my shell. LSSH, stop your giggling off at me! Nabuayyy~ You're another noob too thou you started blogging back yearsss ago. Your blogskin sucks BIG time. Ahahaha~ Go ahead and haunt me~~~

The sun's rising and i want sooooo much to lie back on to the bed and let my *chuchu* Jay Zhou haunt me (haunt shouldn't be the word anyway), and yes, i'm going gaga over Jay Zhou, yet leaving my this giving-out-a-kan-sibeiiiiiiiiiiii-rotting-stench's blog blank again ain't what i really want to do again since July 2008 so i die die must complete this post first!!! I must!!!!!!!!!! *cheering myself; go, go, go, arlay, arlay, arlay~* No, it's not tormenting to blog but i'm just plain lazy. I hate being lazy yet i'm always lazy. )=

Yeah wooooooo as in another 6 days' times, i'll be flying off to Taiwan with <3 HTW, Jason and his girl, Wendy. Taiwan, here i comeeeeee although i'm more interested in Korea now. Still, arigato, <3 HTW. Take note: Korea's bloody hell snowing now can!!! *screamsss* You promised to bring me snow, don't forget. I'll twist your kujiao and lick it like i'm licking twister ice cream. Prick your bubbles off if you're thinking of bringing me to snow city or sprinkle foams down my head. I'll only pardon you if that particular thing comes to us in February. *praying extremely hardddddddddd* Curse hard at those who gets in ours' way. *curse, curse and CURSE !@#$%^& !!!*

Not again, haven't eat the macspicy i ordered and looks like i gonna save it till i'm awake and eat it. Not again!!! Lao-sai, lao-sai~ LSSH, your this pau pau kali kali'll never change. Na-mor-orh-ni-fo-fu~

JayJay, here i comeeeeeee!
Bye bi~

PS: I'm not writing a compo, ain't i? Stop giggling, you worse than maggot.

LINDA SER SIAO HUI

(LD Ser said: *Squeeeeeze your lil' dar name inside your compo*)